- The first thing I got on Hailey was AR and 8 and then I heard "bee". I first felt dead but I'm just not sure. I could see a bowl or a cup of water. It seemed to represent something. I could also see a lamp and maybe a fish tank. This all just seems random. Jennifer or Jessica. A friend? I was trying hard not to put any weight on the stepdad/mom's boyfriend because somewhere I had heard they gave him a polygraph but that is not unusual. Tuscon. I also don't want to put the AZ shooting in there. For some reason this girl reminds me of Kayleah. I hope she didn't run off with an older guy to only find herself in trouble. But maybe she did. I need to work on this some more. The one thing I don't feel is the urgency I usually feel with a missing child. That strikes me as odd. 01/11/10
- I wanted to go back to the last time she woke up. That now seems like a strange thing for me to have thought of but what I got was December 26th. I felt a dog, but then heard or felt puffy or poofy? I could see a bedroom, seemed like a lot of pink. Fluffy stuff, something like on the top of a pencil. I see videos and music. Maybe she spent a lot of time in her room that day.
I wanted to see where she is now. What could I see if I was standing right beside her holding her hand? I felt dark, like a cavern. Then I could see what looked like a support under an underpass. I heard the words "ribbon of highway". I know those words are part of a song but I cannot remember what it is. As I stand there what I'm looking at starts looking more like the underneath of a pier. Like standing on a beach and looking out at a pier. But I don't remember seeing or feeling water. Mark.
This morning I got a message from a friend and when I started to read it I realized it was about Hailey and I didn't want to read any more before I did another meditation. But what I did see was a map and something about dogs leading them to a motel. And I saw a headling or link that mentioned that the mom and boyfriend/stepdad failed polygraph tests. As I look at Hailey's picture I do not feel that her mom could have had anything to do with this. That does not feel right. I keep feeling or thinking about Kayleah.
As I was looking at her picture, I sat a star and then felt north. North Star or direction? I heard a word or name starting Mon, sounds like Montega or something like that. And I'm trying to get a name, Ralph. Then I heard summer. What happened? Blunt force. I heard it was an accident but all of this is just floating around as I am looking at her picture.